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Hugo

March 26, 1996






The voice sounded familiar.

"Mocha, please."

My head whipped up and, sure enough, it was Steve.

"Well, well, well," was all I could say before I turned my back onhim to get his drink request started.

I poured the oldest, strongest coffee, the one with the grounds,into a mug and mixed it in with the chocolate.

"I've missed you," he said.

"You have a funny way of showing it."

"That's why I came. I'm glad you're here. I need to talk to you."

"Let me finish this, " I said. I pointed the whipped cream can inhis direction. "Whipped cream?"

He nodded, backing up slightly, as if he could read my mind.

I didn't shake the can. Since there wasn't much pressure builtup, the watery cream shot weakly into Steve's coffee. Igrabbed a heaping spoonful of little chocolate sprinkles anddumped them onto the white coating. There was so many of them,they pushed down into the cream and sank.

I pushed the mug towards him, spilling it down the side withoutbothering to wipe it up. I snatched the five dollar bill out ofhis hand.

Watching him put it to his lips and grimace, I wished I'd spit init, too.

There's always a next time.

"I-I came to talk to you about Greg."

I folded my arms. "I don't give a good goddamn about him, frankly.We have parted company."

"No, I know that. I...he...look, Hugo, he lied to me."

"You're not the only one," I said.

He brushed his hair out of his eyes with a hand. "I know that.Now."

"Now?"

"This never would have happened..."

"This?"

"Our 'rift,' for lack of a better word. It never would havehappened if he hadn't lied to me about you."

I nodded, indicating for him to proceed.

"He said you were a chicken hawk. That you liked little boys."

"You believed that?" I wasn't sure what to be morepissed off about-- what Greg had said or that Steve believed it.

"He told me a story about this hustler you picked up atthe mall."

"I never picked up a hustler, Steve."

"Greg said that you talked the kid up to a hundred bucks so that youcould screw him without a condom."

"He said that?"

"Yes. He also said...you'd drug me to screw me while I was passedout. I don't know why I believed him."

I was stunned. "I don't either, Steve. I never did anything to you.Do you believe I'm be capable of something like that?"

"Hugo," he sounded hurt. "I-I found out he was lying aboutyou when he got me drunk, took my clothes off...andI woke up in the middle of it." Steve was crying now."I'm breaking up with him. I came here because I need your help.Greg's evil. I'm scared of him."




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