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Hugo

March 4, 1996






Kurt and I stuffed our faces with Armenian chicken, wiping up the juices with pita bread dipped in hummus.

We talked about "The Barber of Seville." I made a crack or two about how talented that "Mozart guy" was.

We talked about death, about wondering if his next assignment would be his last. I couldn't say much about that. I could only listen and try and understand.

We talked about "Carrington" (he'd seen it, I still hadn't). He said that he'd go again, if I needed company.

We talked about books. He'd never heard of Jean Genet, although he'd seen the Fassbinder movie of "Querelle." I promised to loan him "Our Lady of the Flowers."

We talked more as we drove. He patted my knee a couple times as he tried to get my attention.

He didn't have to do that.

Hugo

He had my attention for as long as he wanted it.

*****

We sat in his car, parked at the curb outside of my house

"I'd like to invite you in," I said. "But I'd like to take it a little slow."

He shifted his back towards he driver's door and put his arm up on the seat between us. "Not a problem. I can wait until the second date."

"Good answer." I gazed at him, watching the pale streetlight break down the contours of his face into black and gray shadows.

"Do you kiss on the first date?" A finger traced the tip of my ear and made the skin on my neck goosebump.

"If you keep touching me like that I do."

His hand reached out and caressed the side of my face. "Like