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Greg

March 23, 1996





I stood there like a deer stuck in someone's high-beams.

I was at Steve's. The whole place was covered in flowers and Steve stood in front of me, holding a small box in one hand and his other over his heart. "It'll never happen again."

He held out the box.

I opened it.

It was a diamond stud earring.

"I hope you like it."

"It's very nice."

We stood there, staring at each other for a few moments.

"Aren't you going to give me a hug?" he said. "I'd really like that."

He took me in his arms.

"I'm sorry," he said, kissing my face. "I'm so sorry."

He kissed me on the lips. At first I didn't kiss back, not wanting to give in.

"It's okay," he whispered in my ear. "Everything will be back to normal. I promise. I don't know what came over me. I guess I'm a jealous guy. The thought of someone else holding you, kissing you, making love to you. I just went crazy. You know the looks other guys give you when they check out your body. They want you. Everywhere we go it's the same. I lost control. Can you blame me? When you're with perfection, you want to keep it all to yourself. I need you. You're like a drug to me. I'm addicted to you. Each day I need a bigger fix of you because I love you."

He kissed me again.

And I kissed him back.




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