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Greg

March 7, 1996





I lounged in Steve's bed till noon.

He had already left to go to the airport and I had no clients until this after-noon, so I decided to treat myself to a lazy morning.

I made some toast and had breakfast in bed.

I took a bite and thought about last night.

*****

We finished off two bottles of wine and I was unbuttoning my pants.

Steve stopped me and started to do it himself.

He leaned over close to me. I could smell the wine on his breath. It was turning me on.

"Greg?" he whispered.

"Hmm?" I mewed.

"I want to be you tonight."

Then for the first time he kissed me.

His tongue went inside my mouth and I felt, corny as it sounds, a little flutter in my stomach.

He clinched me with ferocity and heat, that I could do nothing but give in to him.

He tore open my t-shirt and started kissing my neck.

"Tell me what to do." I asked.

We pulled off our clothes and scrambled for the bed.

*****

Steve did all the things I'd been wanting him to do and then some.

He had me crying out in pleasure.

He kept me on the edge.

I felt myself getting ready and he would slow down, or do something else that, in a few minutes would send me right back to the edge.

Steve let out a groan of pain mixed with pleasure as I leaned in behind him.

Our bodies moved.

I looked at his face.

Tears were streaming down his cheeks.

I stopped.

"Am I hurting you?"

"Love me," cried Steve. "Love me."

I started back up. "I will."

"Always?"

"Yes."

"Promise?"

"Yes."

We continued, crossing the edge as he screamed and dug his free hand into my back-- biting my arm.

*****

Upon returning to the guest house, I heard someone talking on my answering machine.

"Gregory?" It was my mother, her voice thick with vodka. "The end times are at hand. I saw Satan knocking at your door. I hope you didn't let him in."

Then she began to cry. "Happy birthday baby. Your mother misses you so much. Please call me after you hear this. I need you. Mommy needs her little man."

I picked up the phone.




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