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Mike

January 3, 1996





The door slammed behind me.

I had to leave. I wanted to be as far away from Fran as I could.

We'd just had a fight. The kind of fight Mom and Pop used to have.

I don't know what started it. Everything she said was dead on the money. Every word from her lips made my teeth grind. When she finished, I exploded. She fired back.

Then something changed inside me. I felt my fist clench, just like Pop before he let Ma have it.

I split.

*****

I'm in a world of hurt. My ribs, knees, my entire body hurts. I needed some pills, bad. I wandered the streets. Going nowhere, just walking.

*****

I stood on the corner down the street from Mocha Daze for a good half hour before I went in, later in the evening.

Greg was sitting in a booth. He motioned for me to join him.

I did.

*****

"She's just concerned about you," Greg said. ãI am, too."

He patted my shoulder.

"I know," I said. " I gotta find some steady work."

"Hugo needs someone."

"Yeah," I said. "But, looking the way I do right now? Hell, I wouldn't hire me."

"Think about it. Hugoâs pretty understanding. You never know.ã

*****

Greg dropped me off.

"Thanks, again, " I said.

"Talk to Hugo tomorrow."

I gave him a thumbs up sign, went up the walk and unlocked the front door.

I stepped inside.

Before Fran could say anything, I stuck out the flowers I'd gotten her.

She mumbled a quiet, surprised ãThanksä and walked into the kitchen to put them in water.




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