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Andrew

February 29, 1996





"Tried that, Hugo and it doesn't work." I was talking about making a list of all those things you swore you were gonna do when you got an extended vacation.

I'd been talking to Hugo at the "bar" (Mocha Daze) about how B-O-R-E-D I'd been since quitting my job at Royal Catering. Eric seemed pleased as punch that I was home whenever he called or came home from his office for lunch. And so far I'd cleaned every closet, re-papered the kitchen cabinets, put in five million tulip bulbs in the beds in front of the house, paste waxed both our cars, painted the guest bathroom... and still I was bored to D-E-A-T-H.

Hugo was having a wonderful time teasing me this morning, even suggesting I hook up with some lovely, tasteful "foundation" and donate my time. I reached across the counter and throttled him. He giggled and broke away. I went back to looking at the Jobs Wanted in the Times Classifieds.

"What about that group of investors you were after, Andrew?" Hugo asked and that reminded me I should give them all a call today.

I'd been waiting for the legal paperwork to come through for me to start my own catering company. But while I was waiting, I think I had lost interest. Now what? My on-line E-Mail buddy, "Buff Dude" had vanished as of late. I'd sent him seven letters and no response which bugged me, since he said he'd find me a job at this company that was hiring on the west side.

"I don't know, Hugo -- maybe I should fill out an application to work here at Mocha Daze."

From somewhere unseen, Hugo dropped something and I laughed.

Then -- a tap on the shoulder.

I turned around.

A guy in a messenger t-shirt and jeans was standing there. "Do you know where I can find Andrew McKinley?"

I said, "No, I don't. Why?"

"I have a package for him and was told he'd be here... at the bar. Hmmmmm..."

This guy, by the way, was hot. All muscles and tight t-shirt that clung to his chest and flat stomach... I couldn't help but flirt a little and asked him if he wanted a cup of coffee... or something, nudge nudge...

He declined. I noticed the "package" which was actually just a large manila envelope.

I confessed.

"I'm Andrew McKinley."

He didn't appreciate being jerked around, I could tell as he handed me the clipboard to sign. He left the store and I (and every other homosexual in the joint!) watched him go... wow! He really knew how to leave a room.

Nudge, Nudge....

I ripped open the manila envelope without much thought and pulled out a smaller envelope, pink. Simple.

I stopped. I realized who it might be from...

Him...

Rudy Marinaro....

I took a deep breath and opened the letter. All I can remember was...

"Dear Lover..."

I passed out.




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